POWER TRIP

as i promised myself i managed to take a drive to a very small city on saturday morning, i must say that it was spectacular. the weather was oh so right and there was not a lot of traffic, and then i was blessed that i was not driving and could actually experience the beauty of my surroundings. after a bit of driving it seemed that we were in the country as we passed fields of land and i watched the cows graze and the horses standing still as if they knew i was watching there beauty. after a while of looking at all the land i rolled down the window as to aspire the air that seemed pure and translucent, and i wanted to just be in the moment, a moment of peace and solice that overcame me with force... i looked up to the heavens as and act of acknowledgement that this peace was a gift and that this feeling was being handed over to me to enjoy reflect or ignore. i chose to reflect and enjoy my gift and as i glanced and saw the clouds i could see the similarity amongst us. the grey clouds interlocking with crisp white pure cotton balls as they shift at a oh so perfect time, i then understood that life has its ups and downs and am certain that this to shall pass; the rain that is produced and its process of such refreshes and nourishes our soil thus bring the beauty of nature,these are my tears that only make me strong and humble my soul. the funnels that develop to take their course in nature are the demons in must face and conquer only to cleanse my spirit; lightning reflects the sky with force and certain fear is projected as the thunder roars and the lightning strikes; this is the rage the violence that we can demonstrate leaving damage thru its wrath... nature is perfect we are not, therefore i can pick and choose my feelings my actions as i chose today to enjoy and reflect... i cried along the way but those tears were in gratitude of the many life experiences i have managed to overcome. and a simple fact that i am so small so so so small that my problems can never be so big. i love life with all its craziness up downs and in betweens and as i pass along there is nothing more important to me than to share a sense of hope and an option to cope...